| I just have to say that it is really aggrevating when you try and get a hold of someone to appologize, for what you don't even know, and you send emails and you leave messages and they never respond, even to the point of avoiding you when they are forced to be in the same location as you. It's even worse when they told you that they hate it when people are catty and bitchy, and yet they pull this kind of shit. I wanted to try and make things right, to try and ressurect a fledgling friendship, but it's damn near impossible when this is the response (or lack thereof) that I get! I've moved on, I'm okay now, and most likely much happier, but this is pissing me off. I hate thinking that people don't like me, and maybe I shouldn't give a shit about that, but what I feel doesn't excuse someone elses being an asshole. And the worse part of it? Watching that person do it to others just shortly after doing it to you. We have mutual friends, so seeing each other in the future is quite likely, but I would hate for that interaction to have to be awkward. So my question to you out there reading this is this:
Is it wrong to want to try to heal the friendship? Should I just let it go? Am I letting my feelings get in the way of my thinking? I tried cutting someone off all together, which seems to work for the most part except that bullshit from over 6 months ago (yes, I'm talking about that brief time when I was facing jail) keeps coming up and makes it impossible to forget. I didn't want to deal with that again, so I thought I'd try to forgive and forget with this one. Why? What's the point? What do you all think?
I have to leave for my show in just a little while. I think that I'll drink a lot before I go, and maybe by then I will be able to just forget it all. That is the end of it that I'll say on here, anyway. I would still like a little feedback, though. Damn my compassionate heart! |
